things i would’ve said to the face today……..

i’ve got two writing windows open today on my computer.

this one…catching all of the thoughts i would have posted said to the face publicly.

the other one…catching all of the things i want to say to the face and/or to folks in person that i won’t ever say the way that i enter them today.

they may get stated at some point in the future but i will have to soften their tone and cut them into bite-sized, pre-digested pulp first.

i was so sick this week. a 24-hour bug hit me out of the blue and knocked me flat on my ass.

i got up and felt like a new human.

so many lefts/rights and u-turns this week too.

rearranged my life in my head about a million times.

why do i want to share with people?

i often wish i didn’t feel that need. and then i do something like this.

self-reveal 101. blogger.

harder and harder not to post as ME on the face.

i don’t like the coffee i made today. dammit.

i’m going to stop posting stuff as we and writing from the “we” p.o.v.

it doesn’t work.

there are lots of “me(s)” in the projects i write about and share about and i’ll let them speak for themselves if they want to.

their voices are amazing and should be heard.

feverhead newsletters will come from “ME” from now on….only a 48% open rate on the last one. FAIL.

only 33 subscribers….why is that?

i’m confused. as per usual. ROI on effort = *sigh*

i’m gonna drive very slowly through the snow and sit in the sauna and sweat out all of the stuff that doesn’t feel good.

i’m gonna emerge ready for tonight. ready to try again.

ready to feed the FEVERHEAD and ready to be fed by the FEVERHEAD.

that sounds weird and strange and i can’t say i’m too concerned about it right now.

btw…TMBD nominated by Columbus Alive! as Best Dance Company of 2012.

they might be dancers. they might be the best dance company in columbus. they might not be a company. they might be a completely beautiful group of people who work to support each others’ creative work and lives (same thing really). some things need relabeling/recategorization. or to be left alone. i have no opinion. except ……….that you should vote for the people who might be dancers and for the group that may or may not be a dance company because regardless of what we/it is called we/it does and makes really great art works.

Please vote for They Might Be Dancers.